bOttLenEck

bOttLenEck

Have you ever felt this way before? You were in the midst of doing something and suddenly you just don't feel like carrying on anymore. Guess most people, or can I safely say everyone (old enough), would have experience this at some point in life.

Bottleneck... think that's what they call it.

Well, for a 20-year-old, I think I'm experiencing this a bit too often. Losing zest and drive in things I do. Finding it tiring to even live life, to interact with people, to maintain ties and relationships, to laugh or to cry. Haha don't worry guys, I'm not going to end my life or do something stupid... It's just that I'm reaching the bottleneck once again. Tired.

Recently, I've realised that I'm complaining a bit too much haha (just a tiny little bit)... maybe not to others but to myself. Complaining about how tiring life is, how stressful it is, how bad this is, how nasty that is... Guess my closer friends, my family, my cousins and of course yah dar dar would have heard me doing that sometimes. Thank you for enduring =)!

Maybe I need a break from everything. To hide myself in some secluded forest and meditate. Haha I need a breakthrough! Need to break that bottleneck...