Realisation

I realised how off track I have been.
I realised how dependent I have been.
I realised how wrong I have been.
I realised how greedy I have been.
I realised there are things I can't ask for.
I realised there is a reason why people should communicate.
I realised I don't know what I should do next.
I realised I have been habouring some very bad thoughts.
I realised maybe I need to go back to where I was.
I realised maybe that might mean that there are things to let go.
I realised I could not let go.
I realised there are still a lot I don't know.
I realised I have been struggling between my needs and what I know is incorrect.
I realised there is a need to be strong.
I realised that I already don't know who I am.
I realised I need some ice cream.